Update

She has gotten no call from him as of this posting which is approx 9pm EST and she does not think he will call. Too bad I am so sad it might be over.

I had very erotic dreams of them fucking last night and woke up with a serious erection and I masturbated myself to actual ejaculation and I rarely if ever do that. Nothing against jerking off its just that I usually prefer the tease and denial but today was different.

Is it the end

This blog could become real boring real soon. Let me explain. On my way to the airport to start my trip today, she called me and said her main guy called her and wanted her to drive to his place to fuck.

She thought that could be risky and we find out he is moving to another state, his wife has gone and he is home alone. They both agreed it might be too dangerous for him and the had some good phone sex according to her.

He has plans to see her on tuesday before his move becomes final and on occassion he can get to Florida where we live. We can only hope it will happen more often that not but her four year plus hiatus with him may be comming to an end.

I am surely saddened by this and I know she is, but she wants a guy to replace him and she has told me this.

Also she and I had some great going away sex ourselves both yesterday and today but she told me she did not want me to cum and even though she did not say it, I suspected that it was because she was hoping he might call her and they may fuck.

Well if he does call Tuesday I hope they have really fantastic sex. I almost wish I were home so I could see or feel his cum pouring out of her. We had already agreed that she was not going to give me any the next time he came in her and I have commented on that before.

Well I want to continue this blog and I want to continue to have my wife do other men and I want to continue being a cuckold husband. Now how many can say that?

Dinner and calls

Our anniversary is coming up next week and I may have to be on a trip so last night I took her to a nice restaraunt. Actually we go to dinner every Friday so in and of itself was nothing special but the place was nice, she looked lovely and just spending time with her is really nice.

So we are at dinner and her cell rings and guess who? It's her number one guy. He asks her where she is and she says at restaraunt. I then hear her say, well "Babby you can talk to me, what can your personal whore do for you?"

She is whispering but she is phone boning him right in front of me. He apparently asked where I was and she told him in the bathroom.

Well this whole week she has been feeling lousy, fighting a cold or allergy or something and she has not been into sex at all. But when he called her face lighted up, she got happy and suddenly her demeanor changed and she became very playfull and flirty.

I think she wanted some last night but frankly I was just too tired myself and putting myself into travel mode. I did promise to shave her Saturday and I said she was getting her pussy kissed. She said she wanted it and almost asked for it tonight but she was still coughing a bit and wanted to wait an extra day.

I think its amazing how he puts her into the " I wanna fuck mode." So why should I complain as I am the beneficiary of her horniness.

Tomorrow I leave for a five and possibly 7 day trip and hopefully he will call her and do her while I am away.

naming the blogs

Damn! I almost forgot the blogs I am linking are "cuckold lexicon" and "Call me Vanilla Sex Kitten." Sorry guys I just forgot to name you in the last post.

Discovering new blogs

I have found a couple of blogs out there that I find interesting and will link them here to my site. I really wish there was a good blog search engine but there really is not. So finding interesting blogs regarding aspects of sexual lifestyle is not really easy and the best I have found have come from links. So now I just have to remember how to do it. Oh yeah if anyone knows the steps to follow to post picutures please either leave a detailed comment or send me an email. I have read the instructions here and they make as much sense as how to manufacture hydrogen.

just writing

Nothing much to report. No cuckolding, no playing no nothing. We flew away for the weekend and went to a very charming city. She had a bit of a cold but otherwise we had a nice time and last night shared a wonderul dinner at a very nice local restaraunt with an outside garden. Very romantic. She gave me a hand job when we got back to the hotel. It was nice and thats as exciting as its gotten since last week.

cuckolding/chastity play

In cruising around some blogs regarding cuckolding I find a common theme is also chastity play. Actually in our case we tried the chastity play before she ever cuckolded me. This started before our wedding 14 years ago when we were having sex on a daily basis.

She wanted to forgo sex for two weeks prior to our marriage so that we would be ultra hot for each other. It was at this time that I read something about a chastity belt company in a news article. Turned out the chastity devices were worn on the outside of the clothes and really were more novelty than reality. Living in a major metropolitan area I went to several leather stores or bdsm places and to my utter amazement there were no chasity devices for men.

The internet was just getting under way back then and the web browsers were very slow and not really very good.

Eventually, I had one made, wore it for a few days and bought some commercial ones. The longest I have been in one is I believe 14 days and after that I had to get out as I was being rubbed raw. I have not yet found a device one can wear 24/7 for any great length of time. I will say that while in one, I was constantly aroused, if not physically, certainly mentally. There is not a moment that goes by that I am not aware of my penis and the weight of the device makes it very noticeable that I have one. Far from being a distractor, a chasity device is an ultra arousal device.

I became so aroused on two occassions I had spontaneous ejaculations while wearing it. Once it happened while I was in my office and a female employee walked in as I was cumming. She thought I was having a heart attack. It was very sexy to have her walk in and not fully understand what was going on. I think I told her I just got chilled from the a/c and was fine.

Well I may take my lovely wife away for a long weekend as I have some time off. I'm thinking aobut either Savannah or Charleston as they are both very charming cities.

Drought Ends

We did our littles shaving ritual last night. I call it opening the barbarshop. I shave her nice and smooth and then I get a reward by serving her orally.

She manages to cum quite quickly this way. I think its a combination of the hot soapy water, the shaving cream I massage into her mounds and the attention I pay to her.

After I shave her I use a warm wash cloth to clean away the left over shave cream, and the warmth to sooth her. Then I apply some baby oil to keep razor burn to a minimum and keep those bumps away. (it works too) and then I have fun with her with my mouth.

After she came she was nice to me and gave me a nice hand job. I came all over her and me too. She did get a call yesterday with an out of area number but no message was left. We assumed it was her main guy.

Today she went to work for her last day. She wore a nice sun type dress and no panties nor a bra. I love it when she goes to work this way and I always hope some male customer or co-worker will catch a glimpse up that dress hem.

Drought continues

Well she is changing jobs, and the stress of leaving one place for another has kept up the drought for me. She did play with me a bit last night but again she has not finished what she is starting and its pretty obvious she really does not want any.

No problem we will just wait and see how long this drought lasts. I do not ask her for any and do not beg for it. It's totaly up to her if I get some or not and I like it that way. Now I think I'll pop over to Emma Kelly's and she what she and Scott are up too.

T&D continues

Welll even though she got it this weekend from our friend, two or three times because I do not know what she did at the swinger club other than get him off, she has continued to play with me but not let me cum.

I have no idea when she might open access to her little world of wonders but when she does I will surely write about it.

I would not be suprised if her main guy calls her this week sometime as he usually does about every two weeks or so.

Final Chapter weekend

Our guest left for the airport and for the first time this weekend we were alone with each other. Unlike a lot of households in America we only own two TV's. One in the living room and a very old 13incher in the bedroom.

The main TV is a 32" very heavy one. We have it in a nice Entertainment cabinet and its pretty imobile. Well when she and our friend were out the other night, I was watching it and it just quit working. Now since yesterday was Sunday no repair place was open and I wonder if I should have it fixed or just buy one of the HDTV's now out.

Well this leads me to what my final post is about. I am feeling better since my medical problem is over and definitley horny with her fucking in front of me, cavorting with our friend, dressing sexy etc. I have had no pussy since at least last week, I do remember getting her off but I can't remember if I got off and before last Sunday I was away for five days. Oh yeah I did get a BJ on Sunday last week so its been seven days without a cum for me.

Since we had no TV we sat on the couch and she began to play with my cock. I was wearing a pair of cotton shorts and I was really poking the fabic with my erection. I thought since she had gotten laid by her main guy the week before and our friend this weekend and since she was feeling sorry for me regarding my medical issue, she would get me off.

Well no sooner than I got my really nice erection and she was stroking it through the fabric she says, "You are not cumming today I am just playing."

Wow, talk about being a cuckold. She gets our friend off, fucks him and now she only plays with me. For those of you who read this blog you will see a pattern here. She cums and I don't.

Well later last night we watched the TV in the bedroom and she was stroking my now naked penis as I had taken the shorts off. I was visibly erect to her and very freshly shaved as I have no pubic hair at all and have not now since 1992.... She would play with it then stop and when the erection went away she would bring it back to full staff.

I find this more relaxing than frustrating and I have to confess I like the tease and denial. As we went to sleep last night I said that I was glad she and I had the kind of relationship where she could feel no obligation to get me off even when she had spent the weekend screwing other men. We kissed and snuggled and feel asleep immediately.

I really felt loved by her this week and very ,very close to her.

Finishing the weekend

My wife and our friend went to the swinger club last night. As I said in the previous post she looked really hot. They only stayed until a bit after midnight and were home by 1am. I did learn that she gave him a rather nice hand job as they were in the "back room" watching other people have various forms of sex. My wife is rather shy in group settings most times and won't put herself on display by having intercourse but she has been known to give out BJ's and hand jobs regardless of who watches.

I know because of my recent sudden medical problem that she was distracted and today after lunch she said she was sorry that she did not sleep (operative word sleep) with him but she again said she was clingy.

Frankly, I needed her closeness this weekend and I think while somewhat sorry she did not have me in the other room I wanted her close too. But it was still fun having our friend and our friend having her. That is I suppose what cuckolding is all about when its done with the encouragement of both the cuckold and the wife.

Weekend progression

Well Friday night came and we all went out to dinner. Had a really nice dinner too at a local trendy spot. Came home around 9 pm from dinner and they sat on the couch., He took his time and undressed her in front of me and they petted, made out and otherwise got themselves turned on. At one point I noticed he had a hard poking his pants out and she was using her foot to keep it that way. She eventually stood up, told him to get into the bedroom and he followed her there.

They left the door open but I did my best not to watch and instead closed my eyes and listened to them fuck. He seemed to be giving her a good fucking judging from the sounds the bed was making. I suppose they were in there about an hour and finally I heard a tremendous moan and he was obviiously coming/ She tends to be a bit on the silent side when an audience (me) is present but noisey when doing me alone. I have no idea if she came or not.

We all chatted after they came out until about 1am and as it was time for bed he asked where he was sleeping/ She was quite apologetic and had saddness in her eyes but she said,"I almost lost him this week and Im really clingy and I want to sleep with him." I hope you don't mind." It was very touching and indeed she has been clingy and her love for me comes out loud and clear. We slept together very closely and I think some part of her touched me throughout the whole of the night.

Saturday we all went to a nude beach and it was incredibly hot. After about 2 hrs I got really weak and thought I was going to pass out. It's all related to my illness this week which has left me really exhusted and out of my usual very active self. I won't bore anyone with the details but I'm really ok, just in recovery mode and I should be back to normal in a day or so more. But right now I'm only running on 5 cylinders out of my usual eight.

Tonight she got really dressed up in a hot smokin hot dress. She came out and proped a leg up on the couch and her dress hiked up and she was daring me to run my hand up her dress hem and feel her pussy and I took the bait. She had on a tiny black thong under the dress and it was really wet which tells me she is looking forward to fucking him again tonight. I stayed home as he took her to a local swing club for a night of hot dancing and fucking. I got pretty hard myself just feeling her up and she reached down and felt me too. I find myself getting turned on now as I write this and she just called to ask where to turn to get to the club they are going too as she gets a bit lost in that area.

I will write more as I know the details, but this is what its like to have a hot wife who dates while the cuckold in her life waits. For those of you who are cuckolds you know what I'm feeling and for those wanna bees you want to feel what I'm feeling. You bulls know too, and so do you hot wives.

Weekend events ....

This weekend promises to be interesting. A friend is coming to visit and he will have her. It was originially planned to be that he spent the night/s with her in our bedroom while I spent the night in the guest room.

Unfortunately, I got a bit ill this week and gave her a good scare. Had to spend a night in the local hospital getting some tests that turned out negative. I think she is feeling a bit sorry for me and mentioned she wanted to sleep with me in our bed this weekend.

We have tried the three of us in bed together but we do not have a king and it gets a bit cramped.

I will report on the weekend as it happens. Should be very interesting and even though she cuckolded me last week while I was away she will do so again this weekned while Im here but maybe not to the extent of what was planned, which just goes to show anyone out there that one may be a cuckold but our spouses still love us and are really loyal to us. I know that is a tough one for those that do not understand this world but then that is why I write this blog.

Lonely erotic weekend

It has been lonely without her but very erotic at the same time. Knowing she got laid the other night made me very happy and having her tell me some details was as always very hot. Today she told me that she was horny yesterday afternoon and went in to take a nap. That is code for she masturbated and she did tell me that too. She said the bed was warm and comfortable and she just let her fingers brush her clit. She did not tell me what if any fantasies she had but I would be willing to bet they were about her number one buddy. I love it that she feels horny and the thought that she may be thinking about him is very hot. She did mention she thought about me going down on her but thats about all she said as far as fantasy happens.

Sketchy unexpected cuckold details

Well being in NY a long way from home I dont have a lot of details on her tryst last night. I know this much. She picked him up at the airport and they drove to a special place they have found. He has a large Urban Vechile. She sat sideways giving him a view up her skirt, and she played with his cock with her feet while he drove to the spot. She said he had an "enormous hard on."

She said he got her off a couple of times with his hand (she is a squirter...at least with him anyway) and then he got down to the business of fucking her. She said he was ripe and ready and did not last long. It is not that he is not good but that they have such a hot relationship, and the sexual tension is always high.

She made it a point to tell me that when she told him she might not come down and then chaged her mind quickly, he told her, "Yeah, you just have to have this huge cock." She made it sound like he was saying it but I think she is actually letting me know through a very subtle way how big he really is. She may say seize doesnt count but frankly I think it does for her. (and most other women if they are honest.

As an aside to this post, I spent the day at the NY Metropolitan Museum of Art. I love the place although I am not much of an art person and know little of the works there. I am always amazed at how long erotic art has been going on. One thing I really notice from many of the old Greek and Roman art is that there is a lack of pubic hair on the models whether in paintings or statues and those that have it, have it very sparsley. I learned that the Romans and Greeks used dipiliation centuries ago......(She and I are both totaly shaved....hairless and would have it no other way.)

I also went to the Museum of Sex on 27th street. I have been to "sex museums" now in Paris, Miami, and NY and the best one is in Miami....NY is a close second in my book and Paris a close third. Miami is by far the best but has no or very little art with a bdsm theme and the same for Paris. NY has a very good "kinky" display and its depiction of video sexual history is tops. Miami only wins in my book because of its seize. (See seize does matter..)

Oh and finally, I spoke to her today and was telling her how horny I was and how much I wanted to do her. I told her I would take "seconds" and she said, "Yeah you would, I had fun last night."

Unexpected Cuckolding

Im on a trip and I am in New York City which is a great city. She just called me and said her main guy is on an airline flight and he wants her to pick him up at the airport so they can have a quickee....He told her he has not gotten laid in a couple of weeks which would be the last time she heard from him and he had to cancel at the last minute.

I am really excited for her. Perhaps its the vicarious sex I have from knowing she is being well fucked.

She just called me and asked what she should wear. If I were home I would help her pick out something. She said he wanted to know if her cunt was shaved and she told him I had been away and it was not its usual trimmed self. He told her (did not ask her) to make sure it is shaved for him.

She loves his Alpaha Male approach to fucking her. I do too. I am much more sweet and loving toward her but then that is because she is literally the love of my life, He can provide her the hard fuck her like a whore routine and Ill provide the tender loving care.

More later

On being cuckold

I do not believe I have written much about how or what it was that got me started along the cuckold lines. I am sometimes not sure myself. I just read a post on Emma Kelly's blog about having babbies not by the husband.

Her post reminded me that I one time offered to marry a girl who thought she was pregnant. I had at the time never had sex with her. We were good friends and eventually she and I did have sex. Well she turned me down and as it happened she was not pregnant.

I also dated a girl once who openly flirted with some guys on our date and I wound up giving her the car keys and walked home. I was not angry with her I just was aware that at that night and under those circumstances I was not in the same competitive circles as the guys that she flirted with. It was not a macho thing because at the time, I was definitely much above their levels physically. I was bigger and stronger and they would have been not match for me. I wont go into a lot of details because it is not important. Eventually this girl and I did have some great sex and shortly after we did I received an inviation to her wedding.

I think I was a fling before her marriage. In other words she "cheated" on him with me. I suppose that he was an unwitting cuckold himself and to this day I wonder if she is a "hot wife"

I also wonder about the girl I offered to marry. She was one sexy woman and I wonder if she is a "hot wife too."

I just think it was my destiny to be a cuckold.

Upcoming Vist

Well we have no idea at all if her main guy is going to call her this week, as he seemed to get diverted last week. We did hear from a friend that will be visiting for a weekend in the middle of July. I think he is going to want to spend a night alone with her.....

The guest room is made up already and I suppose it will be me spending the night in there and not the "guest."

MEMeE Post

I have apparently been tagged for this so in the spirt of cooperation I will list seven things about me, and tag seven others for the same.

1. I have a Son of my own and one who is adopted.

2. I am a Grandfather...

3. I still swim competively and once held a record.

4. I love History and anything to do with WWII

5. I am fiercely Patriotic.

6. I have saved a life.

7. I do not drink or smoke.