Wednesday, February 25, 2009

More walks down Memory Lane

On occassion I write a bit about how I got to where I am today. That being a husband who has a wife who fucks other men and enjoys her doing so. I call myself a cuckold although in the strictest sense of the old definition that does not apply because she has sex with other men with my knowledge, encouragement and blessings. But it makes for a catchy blog title and when people search the word cuckold they sometimes get directed here and that increases my readership.

Enough: For those of you who read my blog you may remember me detailing a childhood experience of my friend and I having sex and sex games with a neighbor girl. That post was written back in 2007.

Anyway, I met this girl at a private club my parents joined. Her parents were members too and this was a family type place. I was 16 and she and I began to date. I had just gotten my first car so I could drive us to places 16 year olds went to on dates....Movies, teen dances, etc.

After taking her out on a few dates one of which was to a for then expensive theme park. (I made buck an hour pumping gasoline) my best friend told me he spotted my date with another guy at the same theme park. Well at the time she and I were "going steady" {Do teens do that now} Well I was bit jealous and he asked me If I was going to confrong her for "cheating." I said in due time.

We dated the entire summer, did some serious make out sessions, I found the entrance to her pussy with my fingers and she had rather tasty smallish titties.....The whole summer I wondered what she was doing with the other guy..was she fucking him?was he fingering her? feeling her up?sucking her tits? and the more I thought of it the hotter it seemed and the jealousy melted away and I found it sexually exciting thinking that maybe he was fucking her, feeling her pussy, kissing her, and I would get sexually excited and many of the thoughts of him fucking her would end up in long, delerious, delightful sessions of self pleasure.....the beginnings of a life of having a hot wife and being on the path to being cuckold.

13 comments:

Emma Kelly said...

Hi bd,

I can't argue with that. I wonder though when we look back at these events in the past where girls were "unfaithful" if we don't perhaps embellish the eroticism. I remember these moments in my past too and they seemed more erotic after I had moved on than when they were happening.

I'm not questioning your memories at all. I'm just curious to know if they became sexier as you recalled them throughout the years.

Something clearly did click in your psyche and libido as it did in mine. Now look at us. LOL.

Best,

scott
Mrs. Kelly's Playhouse

bdenied said...

Scott: Great comment. I rember my buddy telling me that she was with another guy and he seemed far more upset than I felt. I think I was supposed to act jealous so I did, but as I began to think about it, the fantasies started running through my mind and it became erotic....I cant say there was no jealousy but it was very minimal and gave way to erotic thought. Very thought provoking and I appreciate the detail of the thought.

Alfie said...

Thanks so much for sharing that memory. I have always enjoyed the feeling of being jealous - but never enough to actually want to share. I'm sure I must have missed something.

jude said...

Hey bd, long time...I too remember dating a really sexy girl when I was 17 or 18. Very dark skinned, dark haired beauty, who I liked a lot. She used to flirt with 2 of my friends when we were all together, and 1 night at a kegger, I saw one of my friends kiss her. She did not stop him and I knew she liked him. I pretended like I hadn't noticed,when I was ready to leave she didn't want to go then. He offered to give her a lift and she accepted. I felt like I had commited to wanting to leave, so I said ok, see you tomorrow. She kissed me good night. I was so jealous, but when I got home I had to relieve myself. I was so conflicted and felt like everybody knew she chose him over me. The next day we argued and she said nothing happened and I should grow up and not be so jealous.
We went out a few more times, but I believe she had lost interest in me and I moved on. I still think of her sometimes, and the fun we had making out.
Hope my story wasn't too long....loved yours for bringing back mine.
jude

Milliscent said...

It does seem that our experiences when young can have tremendous effects upon our adult sex lives. Certainly yours must have contributed to the wonderful experiences you have with your wife now.

Kittie Kate said...

I'm all for it. If it floats your boat and she takes care of you, go for it!

Looking forward to that picture. ;)

I can't wait for summer. No nylons, pantyhose, or underwear under long dresses.

bdenied said...

Alfie, good to see you and thanks for the thoughtful comment.

Jude: Thanks for that story. we have parallels and no it was not too long at all, In fact I appreciate it and I think my readers would too.

Ms M: Yes, our early experiences do shape us and I am sure it plays a large part in who i am and why I am and why she is and why we are....I know how many guys she has done sice marriage but I have never asked her and never will how many before...Not that I am afraid too, I hope it was many...it is just that somethings in her past need to stay there for her peace of mind not mine,

Kittie Kate...No nylongs, pantyhose or panties sounds delighful,,,,,,,

MyKey said...

Hi BD
what a lovely story. I can see why you would enjoy it, though at that age my insecurity wouldnt have allowed me that pleasure.

M

Destiny said...

Wow what a great story! I love your blog! Keep up the good work here.

bdenied said...

MyKey: Thanks and hope all is well with you

Destiny: Thanks for stopping by and for the nice compliment.

relevent married guy said...

I remember that during those years, I had my first serious girl friend. We were together for some years and actually were still dating into college. Even though she could and did make me crazy jealous at times, following a certain "event", I began to encourage her to have sex with a friend of mine. She did not, though after our first year away at school I learned she had sex with the collge star QB. I think we had an argument, I was hurt, but she semed far sexier to me learning that she had fucked this guy. Over time the jealousy aspect of my life has changed. I still feel it if my wife does something out of character, but clearly, I am OK when she is with another man.
Thanks for inviting me down memory lane and sharing your own memories.

bdenied said...

Rev; Thanks for that comment I enjoyed reading it. I understand that exhiliration when we find our women inviting other cocks into their pussies

PDXsubcuck said...

Trying to work my way back through your old posts. Delightful and interesting stuff. I already posted an all too long story (story yes but as true as I can make it so it isn't fiction) about my relationship with my first long term girlfriend.

The pain I felt with Kate having sex with other men was intense but there was also arousal there, we had talked about swinging and she was not against it in principal, the problem was finding the right couple. She did do some mild playing with other men with my knowledge and of course with my permission and even that hurt a bit but the turn on was intense.

Her playing that was far past anything we had agreed hurt a lot, extreemly painful but it was also hot even at the time and I can recall getting an erection as I was sitting in my car with a friend as we were down the street from a friend's house knowing that Kate, my love, was with him and they were no doubt having sex.

My pain was there but there was also arousal and enjoyment of Kate being easy, from knowing that Kate was quick to drop her panties and spread her legs for the right other man to enjoy her (my!) pussy and it just added to the pain and excitment that Kate took her lovers bareback and our friends knew that she had other men in her pussy...and mouth and...

If it always had been pain with no turn on I would think that I would not admit to enjoying being a "cuckold" now and would value my wife being faithful above almost anything else. I think that events molded my becoming the kind of "cuckold" I am but the seed must have been there for it to grow.

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